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MySpace Graphics Your kiss spins like a dice in the night air and finds a shelter in the naked geometry of my face. - For R

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Bones and bullets




from the slums of Calcutta

to the towers of California



there are only the cosmopolitan cries

of beggars and bastards



and the clock is ever counting

on the third flank of Waterloo



in my city of bones and bullets

warships wreck the winds



and astronomy dangles

from frozen clock hands almost everyday



the messiah comes at midnight

to build an island of false promises



and the vermillion rings of Esplanade

are an unscripted altar

for bandhs and bull-fights



not every man

is a poet or a politician

but the epics need one badly



every hermit

is a hooligan at heart



Caesar or Hitler

no longer humble me

and Mozart or Milton

humour me no more



for blood is the latest calligraphy

on cyber cenotaphs



I search for a place

to hide my history of nuclear robberies



from the breathlessness of New York

to the pacelessness of Nandigram



there are only the sickening scowls

of unicorns and eunuchs



and the clock is ever ticking

even on the mantelpiece

of your drawing room


Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Land of the Scorpions


-1-


last night

i dreamt of scorpions


and they hung like broken cries

on the tangents of darkness



till they crawled into my vein

and i smeared their poison

all over my lines

-2-


i saw the scorpion in your eyes

when i first met you

in a land of dreams and demons


but they are everywhere now

blocking my sceptic visions

with their watery screams


as they build walls of dark love

between me and my reflection


-3-



tonight she may declare war

or make love with gods


and rule an island of symphony

with fangs of the scorpion

or i may write the most electronic poem

that will seep into the insulation

of her heart


or i may even die another death

in the land of the scorpions

-4-



from my neolithic embryo

to my cyber grave


i am grave-digging

a humus of lost memories

for the scorpion of the scorpions


may be someday

i shall be-numb the fangs of the scorpion

with the poison of my blood


and god

i shall forgive you that day

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

tonight


-1-


tonight



i smeared my screams

on walls of poetry



and the words were smothered

like drops on crimson dreams



-2-



from the broken winds

to the demon of the moons



i have smelt the skeletons

with broken skulls



broken bones with fractured emotions

that stink in my closet of memories



-3-



i was the poet from pluto

blood-painting the woman of mythologies



till she came alive

to kill me with her vibration



my lyrics got spilled

on the tired dynamo of your extinct heartbeat



till it trickled down

the song of your eyes



-4-



was i then counting the sabres of time

to tighten the noose of glory



as i now burn on the mirror

that plays psychedelic videos?



in the womb of my decayed fortunes

time grows like hungry tragedies



tragedies of love and wars lost………



-5-



in the tempest of your face

poets die everyday



as ghosts and gods duel for paradise

on the poison of your lips



till your tears are the obituary

on the unfed death nail



-6-



tonight i killed your whispers

from my whining universe



hold my hand for once

as you travel back in time

into the land of mythologies



you will be breathing forever

on immortal walls of poetry



tonight i have frozen you

from space, time and mythologies



and you are mine forever

on the weeping words



that i have engraved

in the grains of time



tonight.

Monday, August 4, 2008

rose for blood



hygroscopic gods

hate the odour of my dreams



in the symphony of my bone marrow

your hypochondriac whispers

are bleeding dreams

on my red rose petals



i was the wizard of the winds

etching metallurgy in the land of my dreams

till your dark art became a vampire



at the auction of fermented fortunes

i fell a martyr

to the calligraphy of your eyes



your intricate delicacies

lured my rush of adrenaline



your beauty was my apocalypse



and then

the future was a mere excuse

to forget your past



in the labyrinth of lost faces

your feelings will be stained forever

with blood and memories



i wriggled out of your cobweb

with your smoky words:



“will you for once

stop being a lexicographic joker?”



in asphyxiation of emotions

if words are not your blood

this rigmarole was never meant for you!

witch of crimson cacaphonies



music of blood

stains alkaline cracks

on poison glands of her skin



in the cauldron of dark winds

she is the witch of crimson cacaphonies



her eyes are a jazz of smoke

that smears the broken geometry

on her volcanic lips



in the whispers of her curling capillaries

melanin is a diluted temptation



my heart was pure poison

till it drank the alkaline blotches

in her bloodbath of pheromone



i am now but molten wax

smothered in the incandescence of her desire



in the cauldron of crimson cacaphonies

she is the witch of dark winds

in the mimicry of misty vapours



sweat on her poison glands

is her weaponry of revealing fantasy



sweet violence of silken seduction



wait till you taste

her salty catastrophe……….

Friday, July 4, 2008

bridge of words



my life

is a fistful of smouldering sediments

floating on a rivulet of time



you cast vibrations

on the splattered glass pieces

that dilute into the resonance of the mind

too deep to be touched

by time



your words

are a drop of shimmering ecstasy

stagnant in my trembling grasp

that drips down the pendulum

across people and places

to be a frozen bubble

of eternity



my pen

is a bridge of metaphors

across the rivulet of the time

that coerces the present and future

on the eternal pillar

of your words



i am but a tired traveler

walking into the broken miles

of a sleepy horizon

along a bridge of words



yet

sometimes i pause

to smell the decaying sediments

in the rivulet of time

below the bridge of words



can i ever hold on

to your heart burnt tears

that now seep into undercurrents

of the past?



every moment lived

is a story of the past



i am a tired traveler

time-travelling

on a bridge of words

till it crumbles



and then ………



i am a fistful

of smouldering sediments
lost in rivulets of time ........

Monday, June 2, 2008

Queen of Roses


"I shall bow before God

But not before Time”



queen of roses

don’t your petals bleed

in thorns of time

that poison my dreams?



angel of guns and roses

you have drunk my heart

but you did not know

that time is a thirsty vampire

and clocks are a blackmailing irony



am i the whining cigarette

in the shrinking boulevard of time

diminishing into tomorrow’s ashes

every scarlet second…………..

or….



am i the nuclear lover

of moons and melancholy

that smells the sounds

of a broken heart

in the forlorn facades

of mind’s mirages?



in the chemistry of my veins

time flows like blood

to crimson my cacophonies



my poems are my pace-makers

where words are time-clots

called memories

of tomorrow’s yesterday



you converge

in the acid of time

but your words

are immune to the catastrophe



i breathe in your words

and breathe again



queen of roses

will you ever forgive time?

will you?

can you?

maybe time is my eerie destiny

but believe me

time was never my friend


nor yours